Sunday, July 06, 2014

My #SecretConfessions of Love

My #SecretConfession is I don't alway label my relationship with the ones I love, for I see my love is like God's love...free, unconditional, happy, and knows no labels...

My #SecretConession is I don't alway define my relationship with the ones I love, for I love is like God's love...free and pure, unconditional, joy and happiness, and love has no definition at less I haven't found a good one yet...
 
...some these definitions make no sense to me, but sometimes love makes no sense...

...Love just is what it is, never changing, always stay the same, unconditional, free spirited, through the ups and downs, good and bad, love just is what it is and always will be...

And these are my #SecretConfessions of love to you...

Thursday, July 03, 2014

My Mama Jamie

"Children! Children! Yes Mama! Where have you been too? Grand Mama! How is she keeping? Safe and Sound! What you do? Turn in it all around" ~ The Floacist #ThoughtSong***

Everytime I hear that song I think of how I use to go see my Mama Jamie, and when I came back from seeing her my Mom would ask where have I been and how is she doing and I would tell her she's doing fine and tell her all about my Mama Jamie... Oh how I miss her soul, Oh how I miss her so much...


"Children! Children! Yes Mama! Where have you been too? Grand Mama! How is she keeping? Safe and Sound! What you do? Turn in it all around" ~ The Floacist #ThoughtSong***

My Mama Jamie had these saying that she would say ever so often when we would come by to see her.  I think it was her way of saying I love you.  One of my favorite sayings was: "If you look back than you back".  Now every time see a person or spend time with a person or a place that I like or love, I look back so that eventually I come back to that person or place that I love/like... 

"Children! Children! Yes Mama! Where have you been too? Grand Mama! How is she keeping? Safe and Sound! What you do? Turn in it all around" ~ The Floacist #ThoughtSong*** 

My Mama Jamie had these saying that she would say ever so often when we would come by to see her. I think it was her way of saying I love you.  Another one of my favorite saying was: "If at first you don't succeed suck a seed and you'll succeed".  Every now and then I'll think of this when I'm trying to accomplish something in my life, I laugh, and I think of her and I go out try it again and accomplish it...

"Children! Children! Yes Mama! Where have you been too? Grand Mama! How is she keeping? Safe and Sound! What you do? Turn in it all around" ~ The Floacist #ThoughtSong***

Everytime I hear that song I think of how I use to go see my Mama Jamie, listen to funny, loving saying, and dance and laugh, and just enjoy spending time with my Mama Jamie... Oh how I miss her soul, Oh how I miss her so much...


Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Taxi Cab

"Taxi... take me... to his home... I want to give him all of me... cause I'm alone..." ~ Tweet #ThoughtSong ***
 I've been here before, were the cab driver is trying to holla at me and all I want be/ all I can think about is being with my man/my friend...

"Taxi... take me... to his home... I want to give him all of me... cause I'm alone..." ~ Tweet #ThoughtSong ***  
The first cab driver I ever seem to date.  Was a Somalian or Sudanese not sure but his skin was like a gorgeous deep brown, he had curly black hair, cut short, gorgeous big brown eye.  He was a beautiful work of art.  I just wish knew how gorgeous and handsome he was, maybe he would see that he's worth it, like I'm worth it, and maybe he would've invested more time in his love making...but the more I got to know of him, the more I began to see the beautiful mess he was...

"Taxi... take me... to his home... I want to give him all of me... cause I'm alone..." ~ Tweet #ThoughtSong ***  
I was happy that day when he let me out of his cab one last time.  I felt so free... I almost wanted to run, but I calmly walked up the street to my house and shut the door...I don't even think I looked back...cause I didn't want to come back...

"Taxi... take me... to his home... I want to give him all of me... cause I'm alone..." ~ Tweet #ThoughtSong ***

"Take me there..." ~ Tweet #ThoughtSong ***

"Taxi... take me... to his home... I want to give him all of me... cause I'm alone..." ~ Tweet #ThoughtSong *** 
 The next cab driver that I gave into, spending some of my time with was Omar.  Omar was sweet/kind hearted young man.  He was Muslim, I am Christian.  He was Religious, I am Spiritual.  He was nice, I'm calm.  He was sweet, I'm sweeter... He’s Somalian, I’m American, It would come up a lot, sometimes…

"Taxi... take me... to his home... I want to give him all of me... cause I'm alone..." ~ Tweet #ThoughtSong *** 
 I regret having to let Omar go, but he was just too Religious for me… and could not be that Muslim woman, oh well, life goes on…

"Taxi... take me... to his home... I want to give him all of me... cause I'm alone..."

"Take me there..."

“Please get me there safe!…” ß Yes… Please get me there safely… I just want to hold him in my arms tonight…



Monday, June 23, 2014

Need You, The Floacist #NP Remix ***

"Why...I..feel so needy...when I'm so powerful..."~ The Floacist << #np @@@

"..You don't have to be anywhere for me...do what you have to do...be happy baby.. :-)" ~The Floacist << #NP @@*

"You be there when I need you, even if you can not come when I call you, simply means I can handle this without you"~The Floacist #NP @@@

"...When next see yah, it will be just when I need you..."~ The Floacist << #NP @@@

This is the recopy of the original tweets...


Roots Of Love, The Floacist #NP Remix @

"Our love is modded from the healing depths of the darkest soil..."~The Floacist #NP @@@

"Over following amongst golden nectar of posiblities..."~ The Floacist #NP @@@

"From the garden of creation we grow..."~ The Floacist #NP @@@

"Fertal earth of abundant seed, blade of grass to ancient tree, cherry flower into sweetist fruits of love.."~The Floacist #NP @*@

" I can't remember how we loved before, before the resection of natural blessings, before the confusion..."~ The Foacist #NP @@@
                 
"...Let The Roots Of Love Be..."~ The Floacist #NP *@*...

This is the original recopy of the tweet to this remix...


Saturday, June 21, 2014

Jeffery Doo Bop

" Bus Stop, Bus Stop, are you ready to the Bus Stop..." ~ Fatback Band #NP ***

He would sing this little diddy to me "pretty thing..." I would just smile...

He would sometimes sing this little diddy to me "T- Shirt with no .... on" I would smile/laugh and look at him like really...

And all in falsetto... 
                 
                          OMG
                                      LOL

Jeffery Doo Bop...

J. The Bus Driver

" Bus Stop, Bus Stop, are you ready to do the Bus Stop..." ~ Fatback Band #NP ***
This song fits J. so well... So cool and old school... He made me laugh the first time I saw him driving the bus with he his fro almost touching the ceiling of the bus...

 " Bus Stop, Bus Stop, are you ready to do the Bus Stop..." ~ Fatback Band #NP ***
This song fits J. so well... So cool and old school... It would make me laugh every time I think about that old school dial up cord telephone, that I bet he has till this day...

" Bus Stop, Bus Stop, are you ready to do the Bus Stop..." ~ Fatback Band #NP ***
This song fits J. so well... So cool and old school... I would just smile when I would see him driving in that big old red, old school Cadillac...

"About another time, some other time..." ~ Jill Scott #NP ***
I can remember the time that J. re-enter into my life... It was a rain late August or early September day not really when all I can remember is... his smile... (like he remembered that day we were introduce... I sort of put it to the back of my mind at the time because I was with Reece... but that's all over now... ) So I smiled back...

"About another time, some other time..." ~ Jill Scott #NP ***
I can remember him getting off the bus and walking over to were I was seated and stood there out in the rain for a minute blowing his nose, like an excuse to come out in rain and look at me, I think to get a closer look... And to have me wondering why and at the time I didn't know why...

" Bus Stop, Bus Stop, are you ready to do the Bus Stop..." ~ Fatback Band #NP ***
This song fits J. so well... So cool and old school... I would smile when we go riding in his Jag...or the Bens...or the Yukon...took me back to when me and my family riding in the T. Bird, the SHO for show, just riding through the city, people just don't do that anymore, but he did and I loved it...

" Bus Stop, Bus Stop, are you ready to do the Bus Stop..." ~ Fatback Band #NP ***
This song fits J. so well... So cool and old school... I hated that we ended, but we are still friends til this day, still love him tho, just can't be with him... Discovered that he has to... many... issues...


Sunday, June 15, 2014

LOL...Freely

lol - laugh out low
LOL -laugh out loud

lol - love out low
LOL - Love Out Loud

LOL...Freely - Love Out Loud and Freely...

                                                                            ....LOL...

Wednesday, October 05, 2011

You

You like to see beautiful things, with your pretty, beautiful eyes. You like to see beautiful color, like oranges, reds, pinks, yellows, whites, midnight blues, with your pretty, beautiful eyes. You like to see love, like children playing, lover holding hands, walking together, through those pretty, beautiful eyes.
You like to see everything beautiful through those beautiful eyes.

You like to feel soft beautiful things, with your hands. Like the soft quilt blanket you had as a child, it was your favorite blanket. You like to touch smooth, soft, strong hands of the one your loving. You like to touch the smooth, strong, soft skin of the one you’re loving, those beautiful hands.

You like to lesion to beautiful music, with your ears. You like to lesion to beautiful melodies and beats, with you ears. You like lesion to love song, with your beautiful ears. You like to hear positive song, positive music, with those beautiful ears. You like to hear the one you love, say you name, it makes you heart skip a beat, sometime, with those beautiful ear.

You like to say beautiful things, like I love you, to the one you love, through your beautiful lips. You like to say positive, beautiful things, like how are you, you can, and I love you, to the people, the one you love, through your beautiful lips. You like to sing beautiful song, song of love, peace, happiness, and joy, through those beautiful lips.

You like to smell beautiful roses and you embrace beautiful love, you embrace love, speak love, touch love, smell love, lesion to love, with all of your beautiful senses you love. For love lives with in you and around you, so beautiful.

I love you, you are special to me, for you are me, and in you is where my understanding of love begins.

You will always be in my heart.